Well I need something new in my life, especially seeing as the school year is almost over, and that my life seems to be falling apart lately, I’ll see if this is the ticket. I’ve tried to do dairies before but that hasn’t worked so I’ll see if this will work any better. I’ve been so stressed and frustrated lately, and I've heard time and time again that writing you feelings down helps you be in control of them, well I hope this will be the ticket, and if it’s not, well it’s just another failed idea.
This might just end up being another way to procrastinate, or get sidetracked from what I’m supposed to be doing, as by setting this up I've already managed to do that. I’m supposed to be working on one of my ISP’s (Individual Study Projects that are worth anywhere from 5 to 30% of your final grade.) This one’s due on Tuesday, and is worth the full 30% as there is no exam for this course, and I need to do this, and well otherwise I'll fail the course and be grounded for the whole summer. It’s not that I'm a bad student, if I really wanted to I could completely fail this course, and put time into the other 3 and get 90’s in them, now my mom will have to be satisfied with hid to high 80’s instead.
That was my original plan, once it hit me that I was probably going to fail this course if I didn’t really get to work REALLY hard on it, (I hadn’t done any work on it since before midterms) I thought I’ll just drop it and work hard and get 90’s in my other 3 courses, that should pacify my mother. But when I told her that idea, it wasn’t good enough, so now I'm slaving on this computer until Tuesday, juicing as high of a mark out of this course as i can, one that is above a 50. And if i end up getting anything less then a 50 in the course, aka a fail, I’m grounded for the whole summer, on top of my house arrest this weekend, and no parties for a month.
This actually feels quite liberating, in a good way, I don’t think I’ve been this relaxed in a while. But anyway I better get back to my homework, but the need to do something else will come knocking again before Tuesday.
That's not a failed idea ! Writing, according to me too, is just the best way to speak about the life ... with music. As you said, you can procrastinate, but also just write about the way that the life is ... That liberates.
ReplyDeleteSo I wish you good luck with your blog, I'll sure come back ! I could say you to take a look at mine, but I don't think you speak French :S But that's okay ! ;)